Things keeping me up tonight

Anxiousness galore!
  1. I have an exam tomorrow and I didn't study during the whole weekend
  2. I have some homework stuff pending too
  3. I completely blew off my friend's going-away party and I feel super guilty and if I don't see him before he leaves I'll feel terrible
    I'm not a horrible person. I just make bad decisions a lot of the time
  4. I haven't told my parents that I already applied for a semester abroad
    It's still pretty much all up in the air but I probably should keep them on the loop.
  5. I also keep lying to my friends about that. "Eeeh... I don't know if I'll apply... We'll see"
    Maybe I AM a horrible person 🤔
  6. My neck and shoulders are also super tense