1. What’s something that you sometimes outwardly wish more people realized about you, but you’re happy is internalized because to be able to sit on this information makes you stronger?
    A: that I am by all accounts a sweetheart and the only reason I put on a "tough" or angry exterior is to confront the awful realities I experience.
  2. If you only had 30 seconds to share one if the most important things you’ve learned with the world, what would it be?
    A: be radically compassionate. Especially to the people that hurt you.
  3. What’s one fear you know is holding you back?
    A: my fear of being on my own. I have very little to rely on these days but myself. I am grateful for the support I do receive.
  4. What was the last mistake you made that you’re sure you’ll probably make again?
    A: falling in love. (I'm being a bit coy but think about it.)
  5. When was the last time life left you breathless?
    A: the last time I saw her in person. I felt enlightened. I've never experienced anything like it.
  6. What was the last book you read without skipping through anything?
    A: Bill Hayes "insomniac city"
  7. What is the weirdest scar you have and how did you get it?
    A: I used to have two thumbs on my left hand. My parents had one cut off. I have a scar running the length of half my thumb along the palm.
  8. What is something you’ve always wanted to try but have been too scared to?
    A: fall in love a second time (and yet I hunger for it)
  9. If you could trade lives with one person for an entire day who would it be and why?
    Myself on september 22, 2016.
  10. Do you believe in ghosts?
    A: only demons of the heart
  11. Shark diving, bungee jumping, or sky diving?
    A: sex with my mistress
  12. Which would be harder for you to give up: coffee or alcohol?
    A: if I drank I'd drink enough to be buzzed most of the time. So alcohol.
  13. What accomplishments are you most proud of?
    A: making her feel like she had someone to open up to. I fucked that up in the end.
  14. If you were going to go to the movies alone, what would be the perfect film for you to watch by yourself?
    A: I do go to the movies alone. Last time I watched Dunkirk. That was pretty good at distracting me.
  15. What is your favorite Wikipedia article? (Shuddup. Everyone has one.)
    A: I don't.
  16. What is your favorite physical attribute about yourself?
    A: she always used to say how she loved my eyes, lips, nose, and laugh. So I guess those things.
  17. Tell me about the best vacation you’ve ever taken.
    A: vacation??
  18. What is one of the weirdest things you used to do as a teenager?
    A: write poetry.
  19. Gin, vodka, or tequila?
    A: Bacardi and Coke
  20. What drives you to do what you do? What motivates you?
    A: For what was there never to be known of her? What had I not gleaned through my forgiveness? The trough of my understanding rang true with its fullness. And still I relented to life's impenetrable resolution of mystery. That great cause of the artist. Motivator of my efforts to contain her in both language and memory.
  21. In your opinion, what is the best Disney movie to come out since Disney’s Golden Age?
    A: tangled
  22. What trajectory are you hoping to push yourself onto? Where do you want to head?
    A: somewhere unusual and influential.