Regrets

Thanks for this @lisa67
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    For the most part I try to avoid regret
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    I suppose that goes without saying for most people
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    Regret is a bitter feeling to say the least.
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    What I have often found is that
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    No matter what I choose
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    When a choice is presented to me that is.
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    I can find some semblance of regret emerging from the space I didn't take up.
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    Any path is wrought with stones that trail off in infinite direction.
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    And in these steps one can always spot a missed opportunity
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    Often preferable to that which you've taken as your own.
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    And we tell ourselves that this makes regret by its very nature
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    Wholly unavoidable
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    Logic away all pain
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    That is how I tend to operate
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    As a first response that is
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    But I've come to understand that humans are entirely absent of logic
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    We are not designed or formed in such a way as to permit the evolution of a full and particular reasoning skill.
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    Nor the ability to take to it at whim
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    When our emotions run rampant.
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    I feel regret for a number of things.
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    And they chase me like awful phantoms.
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    Especially on lonely days
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    Which have become rather regular as of late.
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    I mostly regret hurting others
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    Never intentionally
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    But by a poor choice of words or when I was in a bad place mentally.
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    It happens
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    Can't control some things
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    Can't read minds
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    Sometimes it's just a bad day
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    In the end
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    I put my regrets to bed and I move on
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    And I try to make better decisions
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    Whatever way I can
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    It's just the way it is.
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    I have enough weighing me down to be weighed down by the bitterness of regret.
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    Let me fight the demon I can do something about