1. More accurately, waking paradox
  2. I realized just now (because I just woke up and was thinking about it.)
  3. When I have to be somewhere (school) I suddenly find my bed that much more comfortable
  4. Like, sleeping in on a Sunday to me, is a waste of my time.
  5. Time I could spend watching Netflix or having friends over or going out to eat.
  6. But suddenly
  7. As soon as I have imminent things to do.
  8. My bed is the coziest bed ever
  9. I'm in it currently
  10. Need to get up
  11. But those sacred five more minutes are tantalizing
  12. My favorite part is when I'm not asleep but I'm not awake and I don't know what time it is but I know it's nowhere near my alarm time
  13. Last week I woke up 3 hours before my alarm
  14. I'm guessing because that's what it felt like
  15. And it was amazing
  16. So much time to knowingly not do a damn thing and not feel nervous about pushing my luck
  17. Ah.
  18. Relaxation when it's easy is not as relaxing as relaxation when one is supposed to be about to do something .
  19. Which doesn't make sense
  20. But it's kinda like how weekends aren't as fun as weekdays off.
  21. It's just so much more special to not work on a Wednesday than not work on a Saturday.