Burn the books
- •After cursing a few times today, I thought " when did I start saying such vulgar swears, instead of being casual"...
- •I thought of June 7th, April 7th, but then I thought of something else...
- •8th grade New York field tripWhen on the bus towards the place I screamed " go fuck yourself" twice during attendence. Kids then let me in their group and they are kind of racist people.
- •Why did I do this?Because I wanted to see if I could build a new life without an asshole friend killing it, and to do that, I needed courage. Risking getting in trouble took courage.
- •Why did I want a new life?Because my friend was abusing me, because I gave him too much control. Because I was watching rebel media, and they said to man up.
- •Why did I give up control/ watch rebel media?Because I was sick of not being able to talk to anyone male or female, due to anxiety, and I gave up control because of said anxiety.
- •Why was I so anxious?Because I masturbated way too much
- •Who got me into masturbating way too much and nihilism, leading to all of this?George Carlin
- •I have two books of his. Napalm and silly putty, and when will Jesus bring the pork chops.Ima burn the books.