WHERE I WISH I COULD SPEND THE NEXT THREE MONTHS OR SO

I'm so tired
  1. I'm in a cottage on a beach
    Somehow it is airy and warm and cosy and spacious all at once. Come on, architecture, you can do it
  2. The beach is remote and unpopulated
    Maybe there are other cottages far along the beach and sometimes I see people walking their dogs and sometimes the dogs run up and say hi, but the people never do, they just wave from a distance.
  3. I wear leggings and cable knit jumpers
  4. I spend my days reading and writing and hanging out on the beach
    The cold, deserted beach
  5. In the evening, Jamie is there
    Like, around six or seven he is just there suddenly, cooking me dinner. Summery foods, even though it is not summer, like lemony pastas and fish.
  6. We read for a bit, or maybe do a puzzle
    I like doing puzzles in holiday houses and nowhere else.
  7. Then he spoons me till I go to sleep, and in the morning he is gone
    Don't know where or why. It doesn't matter.
  8. Repeat