I'm about to be a swammer

  1. I've swam competitively since I was seven years old
  2. Year round since I was 12
  3. Over 20 hours a week all four years of college
  4. And in about five hours, it'll all be over
  5. And I'm a bit of a wreck.
  6. It's crazy how something you've done your entire life is just over one day and you just move on
  7. I know this may seem dramatic but it really has been my entire life up to this point
  8. I'm trying to hold it together for now so I can actually swim well for this last race but it's not easy
  9. It just feels like my entire identity is changing and it's terrifying
  10. I'm so excited for life after swimming too, but it's just all hitting me right now
  11. Crazy how time flies