THOUGHTS @ 2AM

  1. What the fuck?
  2. I desperately don't want to go to work tomorrow.
  3. I don't make very good use of my time.
  4. Why is everyone I know mentally ill?
    Birds of a feather I guess but jeez.
  5. When will I experience my first boyfriend? Girlfriend?
  6. Am I queer?
    I feel like no if I am still questioning this.
  7. Why am I so terrified of being vulnerable.
  8. Why am I so terrified of showing affection.
  9. The more self realizations I make the less I understand who I am.
  10. I wish I had a nice guy in a nice car to pick me up from work and rub my feet.
    At least when I'm closing.