Things I need to stop doing

It's a constant struggle between my regular gut reaction and overly-positive cheerleader me
  1. Beating myself up
    ITS SUCH A BAD THING HELP THERES NO POINT DOING IT
  2. Worrying about how nerdy I am
    NOBODY CARES. IF YOU LOVE IT YOU LOVE IT AND THEY HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT
  3. Making fun of myself
    THERES A LINE WHERE IT STOPS BEING FUNNY
  4. Being desperate for female friendship
    THIS IS A WEIRD ONE FOR ME BUT IM JEALOUS OF PEOPLE WITH SISTERLY BONDS. ALL OF MY GIRL FRIENDSHIPS ARE TRASH RN. I work best with guys wtf I have the reverse problem of EVERY female on planet earth.
  5. Complaining
    As you can see, I do it too much.
  6. Negative anything
    It's hard to purge your life of negativity. REALLY hard. (Unnecessary drama internally. I can deal with outward stuff)
  7. Doubting myself
    Ughhhhhhhhhhh just DO. Stop whining and DO
  8. Blargh