1. Except, of course, to allow myself to feel successful
  2. It's the irony of ambition; we value the chase and deny ourselves the peace
  3. It's deep
  4. Except no, for real, I will fucking chew sanity in the anxious thrashing to win
  5. Self awareness doesn't bring change for free
  6. I'm locked in to this battle against the world and myself
  7. I'm not sure if I'll ever opt out of that angsty struggle
  8. But I do now and then
  9. And that's a start