- •Maybe my enjoyable squalor is part of my "before."I have a nasty habit of projecting my present to the indefinite future and getting frustrated. But maybe this is the early twenties people talk about!
- •I don't always have to talkTold by a mean and long ago ex girlfriend but I found it oddly calming. I secretly and truly thought I did; liberating to know I just love to, which is a warmer reason
- •Sometimes cooking is lazierI love being lazy so it's a huge motivator to realize it's easier to learn a life skill than keep dealing with GrubHub. I'm getting into it with actual sincerity
- •Whenever I focus on the self pleasing aspects of self improvement joyfully I'm more productiveDoesn't work: work out you piece of shit. Does work: im going to look so fucking good hell yeah im awesome.
- •Doing nothing is productiveMindfulness