We have struggled for a long time because of one simple mistake made in the heat of the moment by my sweet husband.
- •It changed our entire trajectory in life and everyday since has been one hurtle after another. Now we are forced to go 3000 miles to a completely new place just to have to hope of getting back on track. Here's where the fear comes in. I have never ever since the day they were born been this far from my boys for more then a few days. This is goingTo be years, only a few, but none the less. How do I deal with that!!! I am utterly terrified!!