THE PAST MONTH IN A NUTSHELL
I've been off this app for a while and ya know what... Yeah.
- •I was suicidal2015 not only wanted me to jump off of the highest building I could find, it also requested that I do a flip.
- •I got my heart broken by a friendMy best friend at that. It hurts. It's gonna hurt. C'est la vie.
- •I went on a huge Benzo X Weed bingeWhen I say huge I mean smoking three times a day and popping pills like tic tacs
- •I left school and came homeTook a break from college and I'm probably better for it
- •I became good friends with my exShe's super cool and probably playing me but again, c'est la vie.
- •I've had at least five people try to wife meI've declined them all. Everybody wants something from me and I hate that I can't give it to them.
- •I got closer to the aint shit nigga I've been fucking for like three yearsHe's lovely.
- •I decided to take myself and what I want more seriously
- •I've been hurting
- •And healing
- •And learning a lot about myself
- •It's scary
- •And super important to my growth
- •I hope I can fix all the damage I've done to other people on the way to this, me being sick has been hard on everyone around me