WHERE ARE YOU LIYA!?! WE MISS YOU!!!
Lol I don't deserve to be missed lololol
- •Yo I'm a mess
- •School's keeping me reeeaaaaal busyAlso other things but mostly school bc it's always about school w me
- •But part of the reason why I'm busy is bc I can't get my act together and practice good time management skills like a normal, functioning, successful person and it's making me v angry at myself
- •I had an essay due for world lit and I wrote the whole thing at my campus library four hours before classComparing the flood stories from The Epic of Gilgamesh, Genesis and Metamorphoses
- •I thought it was shit (I didn't even read Gilgamesh for class and we're not even covering Ovid) but she still gave me an A lol
- •And I think that gave me the confidence to try to write an entire research paper in a day on how sex crime is portrayed in print media which resulted in a v v stressful and upsetting Sunday
- •Also I've been putting off looking for internships for about a month and that's come back to bite me in the ass right now
- •And I lost my third hubcap today, after I had a discussion w my dad yesterday on where my second hubcap wentI know where I lost it this morning but I was in a hurry and I forgot to stop for it on the way back from campus soooooo goodbye third hubcap
- •I don't know what it is about college but I wasn't like this in high school
- •I used to be a good girl who wrote things in a planner
- •And I still write things in a planner but now I don't even look at itWhich makes me a bad girl obviously
- •So idk what's going on w me, but I definitely miss list app! And I'll do that other list request right now! Promise!
- •Good news is I think I've turned into such a train wreck that I'm scaring myself enough to try to be uhhhh happy again?
- •I'm making an effort now to get on a proper sleep schedule and eat right and (maybe) exercise and actually look at my planner
- •I also just got these pants on sale from Loft and they're soft and great
- •Honestly I think I turned around after seeing the Beyoncé park video so thanks beyIdk why I'm finding it so motivational but if it works it works