1. They normally go off and call me "crazy" or shove the blame completely on me to anyone who listens.
    (small interjection here, just a quick fyi, I'm 90% sane, I promise....89.9% on a bad day)
  2. I can't bring myself to do that.
  3. When someone leaves me, I write down all of the lovely things.
    the things that they did for me. the things they said that made me smile.
  4. And that way, when the sadness disappears, or I hear some of the stuff that they've been saying,
  5. And all that I'm left feeling is angry and hurt and betrayed,
  6. I can read those things that I wrote and not feel like the time I spent with them was a waste.