What keeps me up til 3a.m.
- •Wondering if my life has any meaning at all given that I have no kids, which seems to be where 99.9% of all people find their meaning.
- •How can I make more deep and true friends.
- •Who will take care of me if I am really old - given that I have no children.
- •How will I live a day if my husband dies before I do.
- •Trying to avoid feeling overwhelmed with grief about not having children.
- •Wondering if I am one of the most ungrateful and narcissistic people alive.
- •Anger at myself for not doing anything of any lasting value or meaning.
- •Disappointment that I am not a charismatic person who everyone is drawn to.
- •I obviously got no sleep last night and things are looking very bleak today.