What keeps me up til 3a.m.

  1. Wondering if my life has any meaning at all given that I have no kids, which seems to be where 99.9% of all people find their meaning.
  2. How can I make more deep and true friends.
  3. Who will take care of me if I am really old - given that I have no children.
  4. How will I live a day if my husband dies before I do.
  5. Trying to avoid feeling overwhelmed with grief about not having children.
  6. Wondering if I am one of the most ungrateful and narcissistic people alive.
  7. Anger at myself for not doing anything of any lasting value or meaning.
  8. Disappointment that I am not a charismatic person who everyone is drawn to.
  9. I obviously got no sleep last night and things are looking very bleak today.