1. I was an extremely introverted in high school
  2. I had very low self esteem
  3. I was a freshman at college
  4. I was easily swayed
  5. I was a people pleaser
  6. I constantly embarrassed myslef
  7. I wasn't as clean as I wanted to be
  8. I wasn't as clean mentally
  9. I was very negative
  10. I gossiped a lot
  11. I spoke bad about people minimally but still did
  12. I was disorganized
  13. I wasn't fully happy
  14. I surrounded myself around bad company
  15. I wasn't focused on my goals
  16. I was too invested in looking and dreaming but not acting