1. I am NOT going to cry myself to sleep on the first fucking night of 2017.
  2. Yes. He was with another girl tonight.
  3. The message seems clear here.
  4. I handled myself well in front of him.
  5. And I've got a couple more weeks until I see him again, at least.
  6. If he just wants me when he's drunk, then he's not the right guy for me.
  7. I need to find someone who wants me all the time.
  8. So nope.
  9. I am not going to start 2017 off by crying over a boy.
  10. Even if it hurts like hell.
  11. Thanks for the one last gut punch, 2016.