i want to i want to i want to
- •stay softbeing encompassed in grief has made me much fiercer than i used to be.
- •find balancedon't be too soft alana, it's too easy to be smashed if you're too soft. but too hard and you'll just crack.
- •never douse my own firei never want to be codependent, i'd rather exist together than become one huge person beginning to end.
- •go on a road trip with my best friend with no end timewhy isn't my life a novel where i have all the time and funds in the world?
- •get stronger under pressurei think i do this already
- •song old one direction in the caronly my sister will do this with me. and my friend katie. but they live so far away.
- •learn to stop running awaywhenever i get scared i bolt.
- •my sister to live near meactually i want to live with her again because i miss climbing in her bed when i'm sad and forcing her to listen to me and watch netflix in my laptop