1. Actually I don't know what I am
  2. I don't know what I want anymore or if I'm ever sure that I ever knew
  3. I feel like I'm standing still and going backwards at the same time?
  4. I'm 24 next month, is this what 24 is?
  5. There's so much that I want to do and learn and see but I have very limited funds
  6. And I also feel like my anxiety is holding me back in a lot of ways
  7. It's late and I'm thinking too much
  8. I don't want to be where I am this time next year
  9. Like it's fine for now but I don't want fine for now to be forever
  10. So I feel stuck