STUFF I FIND SUPER HARD TO SAY

  1. "I love you"
    Makes me super uncomfortable and anxious. Literally don't think I've said it out loud since I was maybe fifteen. I find it equally as discomforting when someone says it to me maybe cause I'm a little incredulous about their sincerity but mostly cause I'm scared of the reciprocal nature of it.
  2. "Can I come?"
    It's so scary trying to invite myself someplace people are already going! Like what if they don't want me there and I'm bein super presumptive UGH
  3. There's prob more but that's all for now ✌️