Things that make me anxious

  1. Responding to everyone's kind comments on vulnerable lists I write
    It's so fucking terrifying you guys. I put it off and put it off and put it off because I get so fucking anxious about it. Sometimes I don't even read the comments cause it's tu meke. Too much.
  2. The mess in my bedroom but also
  3. Tidying the mess in my bedroom
    It's all clean clothes but the mere idea of tidying it fucks me up so bad, I'm an anxious mess in my bedroom both because of the mess but also because I'm too anxious about tidying it to tidy it. It's a never-ending cycle.
  4. Looking for a new job
    I'm fucking terrified I'm going to change jobs and end up hating it, or be surrounded by people I don't like and who don't like me and that my mental health is going to suffer.
  5. Paying off my phone bill
    I'm worried it'll fuck me up and won't have grocery money even though this is ridiculous and I'll be fine.
  6. The Gilmore Girls revival
    What if it sucks tho?