Laying on the couch watching the ceiling fan spin is not exactly ideal. Sort of ordered? Not really.
  1. To be with my significant other.
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    I'm so spoiled after a long weekend and two school days together. But I've checked-- we'd both like to snuggle right now.
  2. To be in Japan right now.
    Is it homesickness?? For a place I've been once but am so in love with?
  3. To have my cat brother still here with me.
    It's lonely and quiet without the best cat in the world to lay on me and purr. Sure, sometimes I have dreams that feel like they're with his spirit or hear the purring in my room, but it's not the same.