My little brother passed away almost two years ago in a motorcycle accident. It was such an unexpected and devastating loss that I'm partially still sickeningly in shock.
  1. When I see a red tailed hawk.
  2. When I do something clumsy I can hear his goofy laugh.
  3. When I have vivid dreams, he's always there.
  4. When I hear a joke I've heard him tell.
  5. When I lock eyes with a stranger and they immediately smile.
  6. When I eat chicken piccata.
  7. When I'm alone and upset and I question my own instinct, I feel him rolling his eyes at me.