I'm Too Scared to Sleep

I'm 15 years old and I live in Amsterdam, and I'm too scared to sleep tonight.
  1. Some kids are doing fireworks down the street (very common for kids to do this here as a laugh) and I keep thinking it's bombs.
  2. I have friends in Paris.
  3. Definitive answers on the incidents have yet to be released and the suspense makes me twitch
  4. There are Twitter threats to attack London next
  5. My whole family is asleep and my exhaustion is causing paranoia to play with my mind
  6. People died. People are dead.
    So far the death toll is more than 140 people.
  7. My heart aches for the hostages, the victims, the families and the people of Paris.