I WANT TO BE HEALTHY BUT I'M A WALKING CONTRADICTION

  1. I want to eat healthy again and give up processed crap.
  2. I want to start walking/running 4-5 miles a day again.
  3. I want my drivers license to show my correct weight.
  4. I want to be a "healthy weight" again.
  5. But, I made chocolate chip cookies and ate 4.
  6. And I just had a heaping bowl of spaghetti for lunch.
  7. And I'm going to eat at the casino buffet tonight.
  8. And my husband and I are kind of trying to have baby #3.
  9. So, yeah.