1. I started this list a long time ago, the draft doesn't have a date but sometime around Oct/Nov 2015 probably
  2. It's about a friend I had for my 4 years of college, who I haven't talked to since we graduated (3 years ago)
    I considered him my best friend and everyone else we were friends with considered us a package deal
  3. Anyway, this isn't that list
    So technically this isn't draft spring cleaning...but it's mental spring cleaning
  4. Because I abandoned that list when I was only about halfway through the story
  5. I was feeling v emotional when I started it, and the story was getting so long and complicated I thought I would take a break and finish the list later
  6. But it's been 6 months and I haven't had the urge to go back and finish it
    I can't delete it either though
  7. I still think about him all the time and I miss our friendship
  8. I tend to be the more *aloof* one in friendships, I never want to feel like I'm bothering or pestering someone
  9. But I couldn't keep putting in the effort when I felt it wasn't reciprocated
  10. Our friendship just kind of fizzled out, I'm sure living on opposite coasts didn't help
  11. I'm sure that happens all the time, but it's the first time it happened to me with someone I really wanted to stay close with as they were slipping away and didn't seem to care at all
  12. So I'll like your Facebook and Instagram posts, but I guess we're not friends anymore