REASONS WHY I WANT TO CURL UP INTO A BALL AND CRY

  1. 1.
    School.
    I keep thinking I'm getting through a "tough week" and then there's 5 million more things I have to do.
  2. 2.
    Work.
    Asking people for money is stressful and exhausting and it's no fun calling people for three hours and not talking to a single soul except for crabby people that hate you before knowing you.
  3. 3.
    Summer Job.
    I haven't found a job for the summer yet and I'm terrified because I'm poor af and I want to do so many things that cost me dollars.
  4. 4.
    I want to go home.
    I miss my mom and I miss my bed and I miss my dad and I miss having real food and not caf food and I just want to be away from all these other stressors.
  5. 5.
    I also don't want to leave school for the summer.
    I don't wanna leave my friends cuz three months is a long time to be apart from them and I love them a lot and I know we're not gonna be able to see each other as much as we want to. And also I'm gonna be sad when my friends that live close to each other see each other and I can't go and ugh.
  6. 6.
    I also don't really have many friends at home anymore.
    I'm also scared to go home cuz I'll be alone there and I don't know what I'll do.
  7. 7.
    I don't have mozz sticks.
    Mozz sticks are my security blanket. They make me feel better no matter what mood I'm in but I have no money to buy them to make me feel better.
  8. 8.
    I don't have a puppy.
    The only thing that would make me feel better than having mozz sticks is a puppy and I don't have a puppy and my dog is at home and I can't be at home but I want to be at home.
  9. 9.
    I get lonely a lot.
    I don't like being alone because it gives me too much time to think and thinking makes me more sad and I like my friends in case I hadn't mentioned that yet.