an open apology to ...myself?
- •I haven't been writing lists.
- •But I've been here, lurking, reading, liking.
- •I just finished high school.
- •I thought that now that I have so much free time, it would be a good thing but I feel like free time is also kind of ..stressful?
- •there are so many things I could be doing, but I also don't really have anything I have to do
- •I am so nervous yet excited for the future but I am so worried about everything
- •there a sort of restlessness I feel yet I love this relaxation
- •apologies for my scrambled thoughts
- •I'm going to try and list more now