this year was... not particularly good.
  1. let my mental illness ruin the one good relationship I've ever had
  2. eaten so much subway my first semester of college
  3. been so rude and bratty that people think I'm just an angry person (which is true, but I don't want people to think that)
  4. forgiven people who didn't deserve my forgiveness
  5. gone out/hung out with people who didn't make me happy
  6. slept either so much or so little that my body basically stopped functioning
  7. some essentially everything about my personality