GOOD THINGS ABOUT BEING SOBER

the real shit i gotta remember on real shitty days
  1. I CAN FOCUS
    i think my art is good when i'm high but it ISN'T i'm not creative when i'm high. I'M NOT!!!
  2. i'm a good writer
    NOT a good writer when i'm high!
  3. i have better taste in music
    when i'm high my thoughts cycle and i'm NOT HEARING ANYTHING!
  4. less anxiety
    my anxiety always flares up when i'm jonesing but the less i use the less i'll crave it!!
  5. my friends like to be around me more!
    i'm funny and outgoing when i'm sober, when i'm high i cry at parties and have to call someone to pick me up
  6. my job
    my job is great and i'm not going to let myself throw it away for drugs
  7. PEOPLE CARE ABOUT ME
    drugs hurt the people around you IT'S TRUE
  8. i can DRIVE MYSELF PLACES
    without hitting mailboxes