HOW CAN I SLEEP?

2:10 AM
  1. How can I sleep when instead of counting sheep I am counting the number of ways he can mess this thing up?
  2. How can I sleep when instead of layering blankets I am layering my marginalized identities he will push yet further out to the fringes?
  3. How can I sleep when I keep imagining the look on my sister's face in the morning when I have to tell her he won, because she knocked out early?
  4. How can I sleep when considering the millions of people who considered him and his fear a viable option?
  5. How can I sleep when I am planning my all black outfit for tomorrow?
  6. How can I sleep when all my late night fantasies have turned to tragedies?