What I think no one knows about me

Depressing after I wrote this.
  1. I'm never satisfied.
  2. I don't like you till I like you.
  3. I don't like Will Ferrel, Ellen, Johnny Depp
  4. I like being alone - but need reassurance.
  5. I'm afraid I'm not real and fooling people so I over compensate with laughter.
  6. No small talk.
  7. I don't call you because I'm afraid of the conversation dips.
  8. I joke to much
  9. I think I'm not good at anything.
  10. People who rev a motorcycle annoy me
  11. I love seeing people happy.