1. i think the hardest part of this is we were once so familiar with each other
  2. the inside of you, to me, is like the maze from the shining
  3. it is familiar and solid
  4. i don't want you to feel like you know your way around me anymore
  5. i want to diy the shit out if that home
  6. i want to tear down walls and build new rooms
  7. now, for you, the inside of me is like a childhood home and you have the blueprints
  8. i want to paint and tile and wallpaper everything
  9. i want to be unrecognizable
  10. so much so that you can show people the blueprints you hold and they won't believe it's the same house
  11. and i'm going to change the locks