i dont know why im crying in the airport right now

  1. i was doing alright the whole day
    its my last day with staying with my sister in the east coast. today im flying back to the west coast
  2. i was even doing okay when we got to the airport
  3. but as soon as we started to hug goodbye. HERE COME THE TEARS
  4. i said thanks to her boyfriend for hanging out with me the whole week and basically doing everything for us
    he said it was ok he had a lot of fun
  5. then i had to go into the security line because i didnt want to cry in front of them
  6. my throat burning and hot tears welling up in my eyes, i went through security
  7. as soon as i thought i had put myself back together, the cold snot started running down my nose
    im a mess
  8. then i put myself back together to go through the screening
  9. one second i think im okay and im not gonna cry, then the next second it takes everything i have in me not to burst into tears
  10. IM A MESS
  11. I JUST LOVE MY SISTER OKAY
  12. AND I HATE MY LIFE AT HOME
  13. its fine.