1. I feel totally unworthy to even say your name.
  2. You reached out to me so consistently and I was (am) too self-involved to reach back.
  3. I didn't know that you were struggling just as I was.
  4. You were better than me - grasping hands and sharing kisses and spreading love while I only looked within, hunkering down and barring the door.
  5. Your worth was infinite. Still is.
  6. I wish I had told you how much I admire and adore your strength and perspective and your beautiful beautiful soul.
  7. Rest in peace, my dear. Your light is still shining here.