And this is how I currently feel about it, as told in gifs
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  8. ... so I have a smiiiiiidge of anxiety that I'm making a giant mistake that will ruin both my life and his and most likely my children's and anyone we've ever known in perpetuity and it will be the worst thing that has ever happened to any of us ever in the history of human life. ...I may be overreacting...