Thoughts after realizing I was in love with a toxic person

  1. I never deserved the way you mistreated me
  2. someone leaving and coming back a million times because you're "magnetic" isn't romantic when it hurts every time
  3. him leaning in to kiss you and you going for it and him saying teasing and him kissing you are 2 different things is fucking stupid. he's an idiot.
  4. the moment he chose her I should've known
  5. complicated isn't cute
  6. putting me down one day and saying I'm a miracle because I stick around the next isn't appreciation