Thoughts while pouring my heart out to someone I really really like

  1. fuck, I can't believe I'm about to do this
  2. wait.... should I do this?
  3. this is pointless he doesn't even feel the same
  4. I sent it
  5. fuck
  6. it's been a solid 5 minutes and I'm sure he's laughing right now
  7. shit he's at his bestfriends house they're definitely talking so much shit
  8. I hate myself
  9. wait he likes me too?
  10. oh my god
  11. my heart is pounding
  12. kill me
  13. oh woooooooow
  14. he said it won't work
  15. this is stupid and isn't even relevant
  16. this will never happen
  17. this was a waste of my time
  18. shouldn't have sent it