Driving for the first time

Inspired by @isabellmae I LOVE THIS
  1. ok so let me preface by saying i was the least excited to get my permit/license and start driving
  2. i was the most indifferent person about it
  3. the very first time my parents told me to get me ass in the car and drive i was like wow that's so f****ucked up
  4. so i get in the drivers seat mad irritated because i didn't want to do it but i was doing it because my parents asked me too
  5. my dads in the passenger seat and my mothers sitting silently in the seat behind him
  6. i'm pissed and i drive up to the gate that opens in to get out my neighborhood dreading the moment they open completely
  7. and the whole time the car is completely still and silent
  8. the gate opens completely and i pause
  9. our neighborhood is nestled between a business district and a road no one drives through i'm waiting for nothing there are no cars i could go but i don't
  10. my dad tell me to go and my mother is sitting silently in the seat behind him
  11. the car hits the pavement as i'm turning left and immediately i start to cry
  12. i am a bawling ass mess and i can't see where i'm going and my dad is asking me why i'm crying and my mother is sitting silently in the seat behind him
  13. i'm crying and my dad tells me to pull into commerce buildings parking lot
  14. so i do and i park between parking spaces and i'm crying and my dad asks me why i'm crying and my mother is sitting silently in the seat behind him
  15. i laugh and i tell him i don't know while wiping away the tears flowing seamlessly down my cheeks
  16. he laughs and he tells me to get out so he can drive home and my mother is sitting silently in the seat behind him
  17. and when i'm climbing over to the passenger seat and my dads walking around to the drivers side i start to cry a little more
  18. my mother who sitting silently in the passenger seat behind me leans over and tells me "hay mi baby-ita, you'll learn" and i start to cry
  19. and my father opens the drivers side door sees me crying again and he laughs to himself and smiles and in under one minute we're home and the tears are gone and i'm smiling