CURRENT ANXIETIES

Hi I've got a lot going on in my head right now. Let me take it out of my head and put it here.
  1. Starting a new job tomorrow
    Actually no idea what to expect. My last job was so bad for me emotionally, I think I'm preparing myself for the worst.
  2. Lack of consistency
    This new job starts out as a contracted position, for 3-6 months. Then what??? Hopefully I can stay on. Hopefully I like the job enough to stay on. Wish I had a career path I was following, instead of wandering aimlessly.
  3. Money probz
    Rent and parking come out tomorrow. My credit card bill has to be paid on the 9th. I 100% do not have enough money to pay for all of those things.
  4. Boy drama
    Or lack of drama. Just confusion. I guess I need to have "the talk" with him, but I don't want to ruin things. I also want to be fair to myself, and I'm not sure that I am in this situation.
  5. I'm a failure???
    I'm 11 months out of college. Why am I already on my second job.