This is so old, but I recently found it, and I'm afraid it'll go away if I don't post it... oh, Celeste in October.
  1. I don't think I'm still in love with you.
  2. Because I think when I see you, I'll be like, oh.
  3. You've changed, yes. But I also think I've created a highly romanticized version of you in my mind.
  4. Because you are the closest to all I've wanted.
    So my brain makes everything about you perfect to me.
  5. But you're not. And I see that when I'm with you.
    You're amazing and I love you, but you're obviously not perfect. For me though, it's true that you've come the closest.
  6. If only the you in my mind existed. He's not perfect at all. But he's what I want.
  7. And I wish I could just see if what I want is really what I need.
  8. But I can never know that. And it's not your fault. And it's not my fault.
  9. But I wish I could.
  10. Or I wish I didn't want that.
  11. (I don't want that anymore.)