Thoughts

  1. I re-downloaded list...I'm happy I did. I have to admit, I missed this easy format to share my thoughts amongst such a lovely community of mostly readers, writers, and/or lovers of pop-culture/art.
  2. My mom's getting proposed to from her boyfriend of 3 years tomorrow. I'm so excited for her; she deserves to be happy and feel loved.
  3. Tomorrow is also the day of my high school's prom. I'm not going. I don't regret that decision (at least not as of yet). I would much rather celebrate my mom's birthday and witness this important moment in her life; and spend the money I would have spent on prom on food, concerts, books, a vacation, or just save it.
  4. I don't have friends to go with anyway.... But that's okay!!!! I'm not bitter, I never had any real interest in prom.
  5. I need to start reading again. I haven't read a book in at least 2 months! How sad. I need to read before I start taking summer classes at college and become too busy.
  6. I need to find out why my anxiety has come back along with my awful nail biting habit. If anyone has any tips to stop nail biting I'd really appreciate it!
  7. I need to start exercising regularly again.....I've gotten into a generally unhealthy funk: nail biting, not exercising, not eating healthy, drinking enough water consistently, or getting enough sleep
  8. I want to go to therapy - to talk about where my anxiety stems from and talk about what I haven't been able to for years. I feel like there's so much I haven't been able to articulate It'll feel good to let it out.
    No shame in therapy. Therapy's cool. Psychologists are cool!
  9. I can't wait for college to start
  10. I'm going to join all the clubs I'm interested in. I'm going to get the most out of the time I'm investing and become as involved as possible.
  11. I'm going to "reinvent myself". I'm incredibly shy and get nervous around new people; but I am going to take advantage of the fact that no one knows me and try to become more outgoing and make new friends.