The crusades...

  1. Some call me a knight...
  2. I'm strong and courageous...
  3. The so called fairytales of my strength and courage aren't lies...
  4. The horrid things I've faced...
  5. The situations I've survived...
  6. The lessons I've learned...
  7. So much wisdom in this human form...
  8. But let's not just assume this makes me perfect...
  9. For I am not a god, but a mortal man with my own lusts...
  10. I have my weaknesses...
  11. My limits...
  12. My strong desire to save my one true love...
  13. All of these things in my life have brought me to this point...
  14. Preparing me for this one last monster...
  15. Yet, I feel helpless.
  16. No experience, no situation, no evil, no monster had ever prepared me for this...
  17. So I sit back...
  18. With a heavy heart...
  19. And watch this struggle...
  20. I watch you battle... you...
  21. Even with my arms around you, I can't help you fight...
  22. This strong man crumbles inside...
  23. This river of tears tarnishes and rusts my once bright armor...
  24. I'll be here for you...
  25. Waiting on you...
  26. I only wish I could offer to take your place...
  27. To fight these evil demons of your past that have become you...
  28. Unlike so many others, I see your strength...
  29. I see your beauty...
  30. If only you will pull your strength from these things...
  31. Keep fighting for me my love...
  32. Become the you that I know you can be...
  33. Fight for love...
  34. Fight for trust...
  35. Fight for the good that you know is in you...
  36. You know down deep that I am here...
  37. If you take a moment to stop...
  38. You will feel me...
  39. Not just beside you...
  40. But inside you...
  41. Holding your heart...
  42. Believing in you...
  43. Trying to help guide you through...
  44. Nothing in this life is worth more than you...
  45. Fight these demons of fear and doubt...
  46. Of loneliness and hate...
  47. Of distrust and abuse...
  48. You will defeat them... when you choose to...
  49. And I will be here...
  50. With open arms...
  51. Welcoming you home...
  52. From the crusades...