MY ANXIETY ISN'T CUTE

and I'm sick and tired of it.
  1. It isn't cute when I have an anxiety attack and I can't stop crying and I can't breathe
  2. It isn't cute when I stay up until 2am because the thoughts in my head are overwhelming
  3. It isn't cute when I wake up every hour the night before something important
  4. It isn't cute when I need to check directions 10 times and continue to doubt myself
  5. It isn't cute when I physically cannot bring myself to make a phone call, no matter how important it may be
  6. It isn't cute when it affects my sleep and I can barely do anything the next day
  7. It isn't cute when it ruins things that are supposed to be fun and exciting
  8. It isn't cute
  9. It's overwhelming
  10. It's tiring
  11. It's a burden that I never asked to bear