ON DEPRESSION

I don't talk about it. I don't like to talk about it. But sometimes it's harder to deal with when I keep it quiet.
  1. there are still days when I don't feel like myself
  2. there are still weeks where being productive is hard
  3. for the most part it feels like I'm in control
  4. but I'll be honest there's sometimes when I feel like I'm not
  5. and that's hard for me
  6. I do feel like it's unfair sometimes
  7. I still get mad at it sometimes
  8. and it's still hard sometimes
  9. but I know I'm not where I was two years ago
  10. and I try to remind myself that it's not permanent
  11. but I can't lie
  12. when it's here, it's hard to deal with
  13. but I'm doing the best I can