To my best friend (on his birthday)

Things I need to get out of my system... way to real! Sorry listers!
  1. I'm sorry for being so clueless
  2. Things are awkward right now, I'm sorry for that
    Cause you know, it's my fault, and I really wish this could be over, just went to wish you happy birthday and I didn't know what else to say...
  3. I know your friends hate me
    And I don't blame them, if this was someone else I would kill her! No body should make you sad! I know they only want you to be happy
  4. You are one of the greatest people I know
    If not the greatest!
  5. You are the only constant in my life
    (Besides my mom and dad)
  6. I wish I could give you everything you want
    I really do! But I'm not gonna play, not gonna try only to leave you hanging... and honestly my heart breaks because I can't!
  7. You deserve someone amazing!
    Cause you are!
  8. Thank you for sticking with me for over 12 years
    All the bad days, the breakups and when my life was falling apart and no one wanted to be with me, but mostly thanks for all the memories
  9. I honestly wouldn't know what to do without you!
  10. I hope we can get through this
    And I hope you understand why I think it's best to give each other space
  11. I love you! And happy birthday!!