I CANNOT SLEEP DUE TO BRAIN ACTIVITY: PART 560,198,332
Doing 2 concerts this weekend and am nervous/excited (list made early this a.m.)
- •But what if I lose my voice
- •But what if I forget the words
- •But it's when I'm at my happiest, so that's good
- •But what if it feels soullessI don't think this could ever happen but souls are tricky?
- •But I'm so excited about it too - can I do the concert right now, actually?
- •But what if no one in the audience has a good time
- •But what if they think I'm fraud
- •But what if I AM a fraud
- •Can blood move through the body at 95 mph because that's what I feel right now?See also: can blood become carbonated due to anxiety?
- •What if I show up and no ones there
- •What if I show up and it's packed
- •I know this blackish blue pre-dawn sky as well as I know my burgundy sweater with the holes in the shoulder