IRREGULAR THOUGHTS AFTER A NIGHT OF BDAY DRINKING

I celebrated my bday tonight with friends. They were nice enough to buy me some drinks. Here are my thoughts gong on now
  1. A glass of wine wood be both destructive and appreciated
  2. I'm really happy that the people who showed up did. I miss my friends whenever they're not around l and am so happy whenever they are
  3. Though there are other friends I want to see. I miss them
  4. I think it'd be nice to have someone who is just ecstatic to see you. Like they'll look at you with calm and important eyes. I wish I saw those eyes
  5. But I don't really just want some pity bday hookup. Id like to believe I'm more than that
  6. So now I'm watching mystery science theater 3000.
  7. So I gues I've got it figured out
  8. Sorry