I'm speaking with a therapist today.

  1. I'm oddly not angry over everything that's transpired over the last 3 days.
  2. And my go to emotion when I'm hurt is generally anger. I'm not really a crier. Or a sad person.
  3. I'm more of a frustrated flabbergaster.
    Now there's a word.
  4. Or I'm sarcastically funny to mask the pain.
  5. Crying is just odd for me and is leaving me a little worried about myself.
  6. 3 days of gut wrenching sometimes yell crying. (Wtf?)
  7. This time in my life is going to show me what I'm made of.
  8. God, why is this happening?